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The Last Rockstar Volume I

by Dead Blonde Girlfriend

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1.
I drank all the whiskey and I'm shooting all the heroin And I'm gonna go on stage and I'm gonna destroy them Well I'm getting pissed off I'm getting fed up I can call you a sellout I don't give a fuck Cause the memories still linger And you just point your finger Music is violence just Look at harmony (chorus) Cause everybody wants me Everybody needs me Everybody loves me Cause I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy Everybody starts me Everybody stops me Everybody needs me Cause I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy, I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy I'm a Rock-n-Roll tragedy on stage I'm singing from my heart and I'm speaking from my soul I miss my friends I miss my family But I'm breaking all the rules with my self-destruction blues And I'm not a big fan of everything I do (chorus) Cause everybody wants me Everybody needs me Everybody loves me Cause I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy And everybody starts me Everybody stops me Everybody needs me Cause I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy, I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy I'm a Rock-n-Roll tragedy on stage (bridge) I need a spotlight a searchlight to find my sanity I need a spotlight a searchlight to find my sanity I need a spotlight a searchlight to find my sanity Have you seen my sanity? I won't be your Sid to your Nancy And I won't be your Kurt to your Courtney I’m not really sure if I belong in this world And I won’t be leaving any time soon You can like me, love me, you can even loathe me You can fuck me, suck me, your never gonna own me So collect all your friends before the world ends Cause I don't mind going down in flames. (Chorus) Cause everybody wants me Everybody needs me Everybody loves me Cause I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy And everybody starts me Everybody stops me Everybody needs me Cause I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy, I'm a rock-and-roll Tragedy I'm a rock-and-roll tragedy on stage...
2.
I am out of my mind I am out of my head Lets pack up the plantation and go sailing away I can lose control I am losing my nerve And I’m not going to hell cause hell is here on earth With the shitty sound and cigarette smoke And all the cheap beer Guitars litter up the room And the strings are breaking like my dreams (Chorus) In the Rockstar Junkyard in the Rockstar Junkyard I just want to get hell out of here It sounds kind of funny I don’t have any money I got a shitty job where I can’t make ends meet Running out of time running out of luck In every which way I can think of The waitresses they get me drunk Cause I won’t tell them my name They all look so different to me But they all act the same (Chorus) In the Rockstar Junkyard in the Rockstar Junkyard I just want to get hell out of here I don’t have fame I don’t have glory I got a drinking problem, a bunch of songs that are going to tell my story Put me on a bus, put me on a plane Before my platinum dreams go down the fucking drain Play my songs on the radio Put them on MTV So I don’t forget about any one of you Before you forget about me Before you forget about me (Chorus) In the Rockstar Junkyard in the Rockstar Junkyard I just want to get hell out of here In the Rockstar Junkyard in the Rockstar Junkyard I just want to get hell out of here It’s a Rockstar pop junkyard It’s a Rockstar, popstar junkyard I’m a Rockstar, popstar, antifolk all star Let’s get the hell out of here
3.
Let me tell you a story but where to begin From the start to the end and the all in between Throw this cautionary tale to the wind I don’t want to cheat on a game I can’t win I was younger much younger than you I found the path to the fountain of truth I didn’t know better so what was the use There were so many reasons and no good excuse Those days are gone my sweet Bohemia Those days are gone again Misguided and fooled by the big city lights The second and the drugs and the rock and roll night I didn’t know what was wrong I didn’t know what was right I didn’t know how to love but I knew how to fight Now there is no place I can call home Rattled around in my dust and my bones I never saw me I was not shown To want to have something I can call my own Those days are gone my sweet Bohemia Those days are gone again Every dog seems to want their day From the playground to graveyard To come what as May Didn’t know what to do didn’t know what to say It’s easy to run when you can’t walk away Who wants to win when you’re so use to losing The meaning of life can get so confusing What have you done to get what your doing It’s not up to me to draw all your conclusions It might make sense this matter of fact When you’re so far gone while fuck it why go back Slip through the smiles slide through the cracks There’s an end to the means and this prologue is past Those days are gone my sweet Bohemia Those days are gone again
4.
I got three dimes in my pocket and nothings making sense When I thought I had it all I don't know where it went And I just keep on looking for the sunny side of the street Cause life's a two lane highway and I just really want some peace (Chorus) Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you? Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you .. My old leather jacket reminds me of that blonde I and I can still see hern face singing all my songs If she floats I guess I'm gonna drown Her heart is like a wheel and she spins me all around Dead women always gety away with murder Never try and love them and never try to hurt them Im looking for forgiveness and it becomes a witch hunt I'm mad I'm frusterated cause I can't forget that cunt (Chorus) Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you? Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you .. I'm spitting out these pearls I got a head like a diamond Go find your own way cause I don't known where mine is I'm gonna get married find a girl like suzanne I don't know where she is but I know where I am (Chorus) Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you? Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you .. I got three dimes in my pocket and nothings making sense When I thought I had it all I don't know where it went And I just keep on looking for the sunny side of the street Cause life's a two lane highway and I just really want some peace And I'm waltzing to nowhere it's better than being here And if you want you can find me that's when I'll appear Cause I can be a ghost and I can lift your spirits I know I can love you but your not here to hear it (chorus) Your just Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you? Stuck in the middle of nowhere Where are you ..
5.
Thoughts and dreams come and take me away I’m saving all my sunny days French kissing in the rain Fell in love with what’s her name The train left the station about a quarter to three I’m stone cold sober it’s all new to me I have some regrets and I have some fears As I ride through the town where I wasted my years (chorus) Cause time after time Time after time Time after time I’m gonna think about you Watching the sunrise cause I can’t sleep Pray to god ny soul to keep As I replay a vision of you in my head I can’t deal with life so I’d rather stay in bed Some say stay strong some say forget her But I don’t think I’ll feel any better Let’s go for a walk let’s go and score As the telephone rings as I close the door (chorus) Thoughts and dreams well they lead me astray And I used up all my sunny days Now I’m standing in the rain Cause too much love just brings too much pain (chorus) Cause time after time Time after time Time after time I’m gonna think about you
6.
So close yet so far I turn around and there you are Staring me in my face I got to get out of this place Running for the ocean Swimming for shore Crossing the borders and walking on water Right to your front door. (chorus) What’s right is what’s left After everything has gone wrong What’s right is what’s left After everything has gone wrong Never mind the story The past can get so boring Never know when it’s coming And you don’t know where it’s going (chorus) What’s right is what’s left After everything has gone wrong What’s right is what’s left After everything has gone wrong Sorry I broke your heart I loved you from the start Now I love getting lost No matter what it costs Can you tell what’s been happening I sound like a broken record It doesn’t really matter when you’re burning up your candle Waiting for your number to come up (chorus) What’s right is what’s left After everything has gone wrong What’s right is what’s left After everything has gone wrong It’s so wrong, It’s so wrong It’s so wrong, It’s so wrong What’s right is what’s left After everything has gone wrong
7.
You Know 03:23
Hey hey what is that noise I’ve heard that story before Standing far away-so close Watching you lose control Success hasn’t spoiled me yet Failure can make life a mess Can’t remember to forget Your heart keeps me in suspense (chorus) Sometimes I feel it will eat me alive I think about the things I wish I said tonight It’s all so confusion when you don’t know what you’re doing I know you know I know you know Definitely maybe this world can drive you crazy Nothing to believe in accept the changing seasons Throw away your halo your heart’s an open window You let it blow away Let it blow away (chorus) Sometimes I feel it will eat me alive I think about the things I wish I said tonight It’s all so confusion when you don’t know what you’re doing I know you know I know you know Pumping quarters into the record machine Singing all the songs you wrote for me Tell me everything I want to hear I’ll tell you everything I want you here (chorus) Sometimes it feels it will eat me alive I think about the things I wish I said tonight It’s all so confusion when you don’t know what you’re doing I know you know I know you know Pumping quarters into the record machine Singing all the songs you wrote for me It’s all so confusion when you don’t know what you’re doing I know you know I know you know
8.
I’m a walking contradiction Made up of fact and fiction I know it’s pretty ugly I know you hate to love me Promises in the dark Hole in your heart Keeps me together When it all falls apart It’s hard to hold a candle When the world comes rushing in I go you go here we go again She thinks she thinks too much They think they think too much I think they think too much I think I don’t thinks enough Talk about forgiveness Like you paid for all your sins Where the hell you going Where The hell have you been It’s hard to hold a candle When the world comes rushing in I go you go here we go again Everybody wants Somebody Everybody needs somebody Everybody but you I’m a walking contradiction Made up of fact and fiction I know it’s pretty ugly I know you hate to love me Promises in the dark Hole in your heart Keeps me together When it all falls apart It’s hard to hold a candle When the world comes rushing in I go you go here we go again
9.
Rune Me 07:02
Album: Imaginary Frend Carry a world with no corners to hide Sometimes it feels like you’re holding up the sky The one who winds you up in the morning Is the one who sets your world on fire She smiles she walks my way She can ruin me any day A life I like Alive Alike It is all a circle with one line (chorus) She’s a kick She’s a kiss She’s my crucifix Arms wrapped around my neck She’s a kick She’s a kiss She’s my crucifix Arms wrapped around my neck Lights change and the mood swings Can I ruin you put a whole in your heart Yesterday is gone and it has left you a scar Take what you want don’t forget who you are I can hear your heart it sounds like a music box You stutter when you speak Nothing is for keeps and Nothing comes cheap All I do is try to believe (chorus) (bridge) You were the pretty one you were the smart one You are the one that I want You are my home but still I got to go I will long for you in my heart Little broken Blossom torn an afraid but not forgotten The oceans threaten to drown you We are one of a kind a vision of Venus The hole world will spin around us Cadillac moon just hangs in the sky Hearts are made out of clay Live like a symphony walk with out gravity The rainbow is here and I feel grey You were made like and angel that has been through hell Paint pictures with words inside your shadow If you let me in the you let you out Leave all the things that need behind You’re the girl that calls me up You’re the girl who talks me up You’re the last thing I think about You’re the girl who shuts me up You’re the girl who fucks me up The love that you hold is worth more than pure gold The love that you hold is worth more than pure gold (chorus) She’s a kick She’s a kiss She’s my crucifix
10.
Help me god times getting tough Once burned forever learned you know it’s not enough The one that you’ve abused is going to turn on you Steal away your hopes and dreams and leave you black and blue (chorus) Come out come out Where ever you are I guess all the bad times are gone Let’s get out of here and try to escape I’m so tired of running away I’m so tired of running away Smile on your face there is a tear in your eye One hand waves hello the other one goodbye That checkered past has finally past Time to throw away these masks Feels like I’m gonna disappear but I’m slowly fading fast (chorus) Come out come out Where ever you are I guess all the bad times are gone Let’s get out of here and try to escape I’m so tired of running away I’m so tired of running away (bridge) It’s a quick fix It’s a death trip Your smiling face I can’t resist It’s so sad and it’s a drag Don’t be like me cause I was born bad I was born bad I was born bad The good guys never win and the bad guys they never die I feel so invisible still I don’t know why I’m gonna spit out these bitter pills and find a better tomorrow Life is a bitch and I’m sick of the shit Tired of all the sorrow (chorus) Come out come out Where ever you are I guess all the bad times are gone Let’s get out of here and try to escape I’m so tired of running away I’m so tired of running away
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You were the last thing I heard on the stereo I bet you didn’t know it You were my hero Wrapped up in rhythm Wrapped up in Rhyme The only time you see yourself Is in the spotlight The story goes on and on after the final song they love you forever wherever you are you were the last rockstar They only see you in their dreams You can hear them from their screams Where do you go after the show The one that they live trapped in the head phones The story goes on and on after the final song they love you forever wherever you are you were the last rockstar They reach for you with outstretched arms All your words are their good luck charms They fall in love with you night after night But heart is in shambles trying to get it right No man is an island They know where to find you When you look at yourself Who do you see When the lights go down Feel the roar of the crowd Is it them or is it me The story goes on and on after the final song they love you forever wherever you are you were the last rockstar

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released May 18, 2018

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Dead Blonde Girlfriend Los Angeles, California

Acoustic punk Antifolk artist. Songs about rise fall and redemption. Love and loss and living in a world that doesn’t get you. The band is fronted by patron saint of misfits joie blaney. Who now fronts the band Rx27

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